jiahui
she was from ijsn.
she's now in ngee ann poly doing business it.
her birthday
19th of April 1991
her email
manipulated-@Hotmail.com
she likes stitch
she loves twilight
she likes jack sparrow
& she simply adores Jerrold Tan Liang
Kwang
so if you see something that has what she likes, do get
it for her!
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Friday, November 30, 2007
so its my fault. i shouldnt have gotten hurt. but i cant help it. i shouldnt have told you. i'm sorry. shant say more here. emo day. hurt. yet fighting back tears. m&m are the new panadol. :D
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
family is going overseas on 4th dec. which boils down to me havin to 1) cleaning coco's shit and pee 2) feeding coco 3) feeding the terrapins 4) feed the fish 5) remember to lock the door ( and not lose the key like i always do) 6) actually remembering to bring the key out of the house 7) wash the dishes 8) clear the laundry 9) remember to close the window when i go out so coco wont sleep in our rooms 10) leave the back door open when coco goes outside hope i can remember all these and i slept 15 hours today. to make up for not sleeping the previous night. really in need for a job now.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
i'm damn shit tired now cos i didnt sleep last night. so i might be blabbing alot of shit and i dun even know it cos my brain is busted. after seeing everyone do the Family Dance last night. it really hit me hard that its the last time we're able to do it as a school and cohort. our last time with our teachers. i'll really miss them. especially caipok and mr nun. seeing the video made me tear. & singing all the ij songs and 'ai wo shen ni ge la' song - its really damn sad that we wont have this kind of school spirit anymore. 10 years in st nicholas. & now its over with the blink of an eye. prom night is over. because i didnt sleep last night. it feels like prom night is a 'just-now' thing instead of a 'yesterday' thing. if u get what i mean. everything is still so fresh. everyone camwhoring. our pretty performance. going outside to take pictures with the guys. then staying overnight at esplanade telling jokes, getting high at the marina staircase before going back to esplanade and knocking out there. well, most of the guys. the girls were HIGHHHH. try having super disgustingly thick make up on for 15 hours. went back to hotel at 6.30, where our kind understand ali slept alone cos she had camp the next day. we bathed. & i was the last one to bathe. after i got out, EVERYONE WAS SLEEPING. den i zi high myself. Besides those dreadful eyebags, i was relatively alright. until we watched FRED CLAUSE, which kinda sucked. no no. i mean sucked big time. i said enchanted was rated a 1.5/5 right? i changed that. its about a 3/5? while fred clause is a 1.5/5. cheesy predictable story line with no climax. unless i'm too tired to concentrate on the movie, prove me wrong. i really suggest not to watch that. after the movie with na, steph, wenqian, andrew, ben oh and me, we went home... and me and ben oh almost fell asleep in the beginning of the bus ride. i'm so damn tired. overall, i'm quite happy that i'm able to stay away and stay high for the whole night. i love tea mannnsss...that's how i survived. all those nights of sleeping early paid off ehh? WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Monday, November 26, 2007
GRAD NIGHT IS TODAY!!! CANT WAIT! i'll try my best to stay awake the whole night. riggghhttt... like i'm able to do that. :/ AND AND AND, I'M PEELING DUE TO SENTOSA LAST SUNDAY. disgusting. the feeling of being totally broke sucks. i'm not gna go out for the whole of next week. ( but do u think i can do it? ) siannnnn.....
Saturday, November 24, 2007
me and wenqian came to a great conclusion. next time, we must mind our own business. unless its an emergency. i must really stop being such a bitch. :( u know what reminds me of you, GAP shirts. and i'm so tempted to get one. besides GAP shirts. balloons remind me of us too. sheesh. balloon life. :D so much for letting those two balloons go ehh.. prom's on monday! and i've gotten everything alr! painting my nails tmr! or should i paint it myself? dreams are wishes that your heart makes. & its driving me insane.
Friday, November 23, 2007
got high this morning with our dance. rahh. then after that i got damn tired. :( super spastarded. so many things abt me that i have to change. no more excuses like 'but its me'. time to face up to reality girl. :( finding my identity now. sounds damn cheem. i'm damn lost now. i didnt want myself to change. now its time to change back. :( i'm sorry to all. *sigh* singapore is so small that there's no where to go. went to far east again. like almost everyday. i think the times ben oh went far east is countable with more than the fingers on his hands now. can someone tell me where to go. suntec? zoo? UNDERWATER WORLD? *HINTS* where else can we go. east coast to cycle? after prom, there's no motivation to shop anymore. i guess there's alr no motivation cos i'm damn broke. i desperatly need a job. do i mean anything to anyone. i'm having a war with my mind now. and i'm losing. :(
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i realised that i've changed alot. and i hate it. this is not who i am. & i really want to change back. i've learnt and changed alot this year. i learn not to expect too much from ppl and just be happy with what i have. i learnt not to be too kaypo, if ppl wanna tell me, they will. if they don't, then live with it. i'm so used to being ignorant of my surroundings, i choose not to know because sometimes the truth hurts. but now, like na said, you cant live in your own world forever, you gotta start taking notice of what's going on around you. no one can hurt you unless u let it happen. be it love or friendship. in life, you make your own decisions. nvm. changing the subject. anyway, i watched enchanted today with oh oh oh, yuai, wenqian and nigga. stupid storyline, included familiar scenes from king kong, snow white, cinderella, sleeping beauty etc. :/ but i hate to admit, its very sweet. this movie taught me that one should not rush in stuff like love. there is time. when u rush into things, u realise that you dont even know the person well. yepp. but still. i would rate it a 1.5/5. watch if you're some sucker for sweet and romantic stuff. my tan is fading alr. :( so much for suntanning the whole day in sentosa. :( hopefully i wont peel before prom. MONDAY'S PROM ALR! and i havent bought heels. and i miss playing the electone. i miss music lessons with my previous teacher. but i wont join back again. even though i quit at the start of professional grade & it seems damn wasted that i spent 10 yrs learning it and i quit in the end, one grade before i can become a music teacher. the electone at my house is covered in dust alr. no one plays it. forgotten. :( and i'm losing my touch.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
went sentosa today. and had a very bad tan. especially the shorts tan. :( i realise that i cant tan anymore if not prom night wont be pretty. with that ugly bikini tan. but still. the tan was pretty. :D i still wanna go underwater world. (which i never did). we spent the whole day in one beach. even though sentosa has many many beaches. and did i mention i cut my fringe. its disgusting. i hope it grows back for prom. even though i only spent 7.33 for prom dress. but its still gna cost a lot. hair. make up. nails. brows. heels. accessories. yepp. bon voyage na. (having dinner with her before she leaves tmr) i miss blg. all the memories there. :( arcade.bishibashi.running in the morning. shivering when its so cold. everyone. dinner tgt as a big grp. bubble tea. wearing pe tee to prevent myself from going arcade(which i still went after putting on a jacket) st gabs.acs.cat high.anderson.us. irreplacable. blg has bonded us all. since june till november 12th. i will never forget these memories. i really miss them. and to think next time when i go back to the library, i wont see any familiar faces anymore. no dictionary man. no blg. the feeling wont be the same anymore. i bet the librarian misses us too like how i miss everything at the library. the feeling of studying tgt. since the start, with the old sitting arrangement. till the ahpek scolded us. till the breakup with nicholas. till we met new friend. till we signed the peace treaty. i miss it all. and it just seems like yesterday. how i wish it would never end. that we wont drift apart. but it already has. where's the st gabs. dexter. glen. edwin. acs. raymond. :( blg changed alot of us. we've learnt to be more mature. forgiving. & i'll really miss those days.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
TMR'S SUNTANNING DAY!!! :D:D:D:D:D sentosa here we come. AND I STILL WANNA GO UNDERWATER WORLD. WHO CAN GO WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~ and i'm so so so so so so so so so so so so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i bought my prom dress! for like $7!!! cos i got 120 tangs voucher. HAPPY! and i still need heels and accessories. :):D:D:D:D:D:D
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Monday, November 12, 2007
Friday, November 09, 2007
Thursday, November 08, 2007
shopped for prom dress today. damn tired. at vivo. den town. and when i finally found a red dress that i liked. its not my size. :( nvm. i'm gna continue shopping tmr. :D even though Os are not over. i feel like it is alr.... :D:D:D:D:D:D and i'm saving money for a psp. things i want to buy: 1) wallet 2) transparent bag 3) disney movies!!! 4) red or green skinnies 5) prom dress/ new year stuff 6) tops. from bugis. 7) PSP!!!! 8) ipod. & to get all this stuff. I NEED A JOB.
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Child of the wilderness Born into emptiness Learn to be lonely Learn to find your way in darkness Who will be there for you Comfort and care for you Learn to be lonely Learn to be your one companion Never dreamed out in the world There are arms to hold you You’ve always known your heart was on its own So laugh in your loneliness Child of the wilderness Learn to Be lonely Learn how to love life that is lived alone Learn to be lonely Life can be lived life can be loved alone damn meaningful lyrics. really. speaks of what i must do now. somehow i feel that i don't fit in anywhere. everything is just wrong. 2 yrs of always having someone specially there to care for you. and suddenly everything changed. and it's gna take time for me to learn to be independent again. does that mean that everything ends here. chenyang - a smile meant the world to me. says: the best thing chenyang - a smile meant the world to me. says: is... forget everything else and be yourself chenyang - a smile meant the world to me. says: people would like to be with the real you
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
LAST PAPER ALR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D damn happy. going bugis and watching stardust tmr! :D:D:D:D:D:D HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY <3<3<3
Friday, November 02, 2007
i'm a flirt. so what. and what right does ppl to say that i'm a flirt when they dun know me well enough. and why do ppl still like me when i'm a flirt. contradictory. it hurts alot. but still. get used to it. i really don't wanna care. but what can i do. it hurts to know that this is how ppl see me as. flirt. slut. bitch. but do they even know me well enough. i can never get back with _ cos of our characters. ppl might say that its not true. love can overcome every obstacle. but wait till you experience it urself. you'll get so tired of always giving in so as to prevent a quarrel. so am i considered a flirt for doing it? i'm really sorry. for affecting so many ppl. for making ppl like me. i'm really sorry. i didnt mean anything. i didnt mean it.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
today's f&n paper is like a big blow to me. everyone studied seafood. and no one would expect eggs to come out. whatever i studied didnt come out. whatever i didnt study or glanced through came out. :( so much for mugging like shit. ( the only one i mugged the most) i'll be expecting a C5.
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