you write such pretty words

Monday, June 30, 2008

MY IPOD DIED ON ME!!!! SO SAD!

firstly, I'M DAMN SAD COS I STUPIDLY UPLOAD THE SONGS TO MY IPOD, den i delete the files. so when my ipod dies, all my songs gg.
secondly, I GMASKED IT! i friggin' spent $50 gmasking it, with lilo and stitch. den now. gg. omg. i feel so betrayed now. all the effort and love put in. :(

and i got a new favourite song! called almost lover. damn emo song.

~~goodbye my luckless romance, goodbye my hopeless dream~~

Sunday, June 29, 2008

i read this email abt guys point of view. tell me if its true. here goes:
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.'

Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible. ( i so agree with this line)
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.
DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

so.. what do you think of it?

i met up with ali today. ( for like 15 mins only) but still, we did manage to catch up and have a good laugh at the embarrassing things that i stupidly done today. eg. burp damn loudly when i board the bus until everyone stares at me. and almost wanting to take the wrong side of the train.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

NA'S BACK!yeah yeah yeah! met her today. went to her hse today. i miss studying at her house. with you. that's where things started to happen. but its over now. we used to mug at her spare room. i'll be sitting on the bed. and you'll be on the chair. and u always made fun of me. and when my finger hurts from msging, you'll massage it for me. i miss you.

neh neh. we missed you!

and i played with her super cool laptop. palm sized. damn nice. oh. and it runs on linux. which kinda explains why its only s$398. and it works just as well as windows.

compare compare. look at the diff. its like half an A4 size paper!

na finally sent me some pictures of the day we sent her off. which was like feb. zzz. haha.

gfs. i miss yous all. where'd you go. please meet up soon! ( this is a damn unglam picture. but its the latest one we ever took. )

see i'm so pro. i piggy back melanie and sharon sial.

& time can't erase a feeling this strong

i feel my mind is in a whirlpool. i'm lost. i don't wanna knw what's going on in your life. but yet again. i need to knw. tsk. i don't knw what am i blabbing about. but all i do knw is that my heart feels so heavy...

yesterday i went for syf opening. AND NIGEL WAS PERFORMING! but i missed it. cos i was late.pfftt. never mind. but the performance was really nice.

its really a pretty night scenery. ( the clearest i can take alr.zzz)

& look! dancing marshmellows!

Friday, June 27, 2008

hahahaha. i was webcamming with noel during bcomm class even though he was sitting two seats in front of me. hahaha. dont need to look at my pic. look at his can alr. funny enough.

i was very bored during class today. so i went photo hunting. i found this SUPER CUTE DOG. so cute. if i was to have a dog one day. it shall be this dog. SO CUTE RIGHT. SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE SO CUTE!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

the time now is 2234. i was doing the society minutes as well as upload the birthday photos for the past 1 hour plus plus. THANK ME PPL! zomg. i dont even have time to do my own stuff! and mug.

once again: PLEASE JOIN GROUP 4 FOR SC RECRUITMENT!

date: 3rd July

venue: convention center underpass. ( check out booth 4 please!)

time: 9am to 6pm.

also: PEOPLE WHO HAVEN'T PAID FOR THE CHALET YOU BETTER PAY UP NOW! NOW! NOW! NOW! GO! GO! GO!

TT02 PPL! PAY TO ME! OKAY!

paiseh ar. was typing the stuff for society until i'm used to writing formal abit. zzzz. nvm...

anyway! i webcamed with puvin just now for a while before i start doing my stuff. here's the pic! can u see him!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

I LOVE FALL FOR YOU AND ALWAYS BE MY BABY. these two songs have been REPLAYING AND REPLAYING non stop from my journey to sch, to town, and going home. MUST GO HEAR IT ALRIGHT!

went to town with an old friend ( of 14 yrs), and bought this dress. zzz. quite formal. dunno when to wear.

and there's so many things i must do.
1) ATTEMPT TO REMOVE THE EAR STUD THAT HAS BEEN THERE FOR ABT 3 TO 4 MTHS EVER SINCE I PIERCED IT.
2) cut my super long fringe. ( i only trust myself)

and now everyone's not online and damn emo. i wonder what happened. zzzzz....

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

heart breaking.

MY NEW FAVOURITE SONG: ALWAYS BE MY BABY BY DAVID COOK. DAMN NICE.

thanks all for cheering me up. esp this pic with nike shoes. HAHAHA.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

TO: TT02 PPL WHO ARE GOING TO THE CHALET ON THE 25-27TH AUGUST. PLEASE PASS ME $20 BY WED OR I'M GONNA HOUND YOU DOWN UNTIL YOU PAY! or dont go la. hahaha.

okay okay. LOOK AT THE DPS BELOW. DONT U THINK THE TWO OF THEM LOOK ALIKE!

i don't want this to end. i really don't. please dont give up on us.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

remember this.

Ben self destruction says:
i want a date.
Ben self destruction says:
i want anniversary
Ben self destruction says:
i need to plan one
Ben self destruction says:
HAHA
Ben self destruction says:
so if i ask u to be my gf officially starting form today, will u say no?
JIAAAA do you still believe in fairy tales? says:
aww
JIAAAA do you still believe in fairy tales? says:
u damn cute la
Ben self destruction says:
aye, yes or no la!
JIAAAA do you still believe in fairy tales? says:
YES
JIAAAA do you still believe in fairy tales? says:
hahaha
JIAAAA do you still believe in fairy tales? says:
u damn cute la
Ben self destruction says:
haha. so we tml then can tell ppl, we one day alr!
JIAAAA do you still believe in fairy tales? says:
HAHAHAHA
JIAAAA do you still believe in fairy tales? says:
YES YES
Ben self destruction says:
SOOOOOOOOO COOOOOOOol

its over.

it HURTS
today's the first saturday spent without you. and there's still more to come. i still havent face it yet. even if you're moving on so quickly. i'm still holding on. waiting. stupidly. every where i go. i see memories of you. every shop i go. i shop for you. i see things, i want to buy them for u. but i'll jus realise that its over. but i still cant help it. i feel so alone. so lonely without you. i check my phone constantly for your msg. even though i knw there's none. i'm still waiting. i need you to move on. so i can move on. i'm not you. i cant tell myself not to msg u. and it'll hurt even more knwing that you'll never reply. i need you. i want you to need me. but you dont. i dont want this to end. but it has. and i'm forcing myself to face the facts. yet its so hard.

today i watched THE HAPPENING. zomg DAMN SCARY LA. tmd weilian! MAKE ME WATCH SUCH A SHOW! me and melanie were screaming and covering our eyes. ( more like only melanie was screaming cos i close my eyes for all the bloody and scary parts). its abt virus that is emitted through plants. and yea. it makes you commit suicide. ppl shoot themselves. hang themselves. got one is LET THE LIONS BITE HIS HANDS. DEN SLOWLY HIS WHOLE BODY UNTIL HE DIES. den got another one is ON THE GRASS MOWER, DEN LIE ON THE GRASS DEN LET THE MACHINE GRIND IT TO DEATH. then the last one, AN OLD LADY WHO KEEP KNOCKING ALL THE GLASS WINDOWS AND THE WALL UNTIL SHE DIE. gory aint it. BUT! i didnt watch cos i was too busy being scared.

we took neos after that. twice. but even neos remind me of us

Friday, June 20, 2008

okay. maybe my entry below was EMO TO THE MAX. but yea. ignore it.

JOIN MY GROUP FOR SC RECRUITMENT K! ITS ON 3RD JULY! sign up with MY BOOTH at CONVECTION CENTRE. ( i think). Pee aSs: its for next yr's baoc.

AND I'M BACK FROM ENVOYS CAMP. if u havent realise. i didnt sleep for like the whole of tues night. WHICH IS WHY I SLEPT FOR 17 HRS ON WED! wahahahah. stupid PUVIN wanted those JUMP SHOTS which NON OF THEM WERE SUCCESSFUL. wah. damn tired after that la. pffttt. and PICTURES WILL BE UP SOON. after janice send me.

well. lets just say ITS THE END. the end of a 7 mth relationship.

how it first began. on nana's birthday.

you didnt really enjoy yourself did you. being tickled and all.

but somehow. it brought us closer. this is the first few pics we took tgt.

and the times we studied at library tgt. knwing each other better at the same time.

next up was anderson prom. where u bought me m&ms. where our "m&ms are the new panadol" thing started.

rmb this. my gfs were telling u to kneel down.

which you really did... i miss those days

you really changed my life.

tell me. how did i lose this miracle.

our jan neoprints. the first few we ever took.

our feb neos.

march neos.

the fun we had at science center.

what i made for you. which u promptly kept immediatly after we broke.

i hope this will never end.

rmb those days we decided to be 'aunty' and put our bags on the trolley cos it was so heavy.

the day we went to the museum. so boring to me. but interesting to you. zzz.

let not this moment end.

the day we went sentosa. wanted to tan. but it rained.

i rmb valentine's day. you got me this balloon. knwing that i love holding balloons around.

rmb our many many matching wallets. seseme street. stitch. winnie the pooh.

i truly miss you

our friendster dps. our day at the zoo. with all this so called 'porn'

& i still do....

these are the last few photos we took tgt. when things were turning out fine. when we stopped quarrelling. i really didnt expect this.

and ALL THE STUPID UNGLAMS U TAKE OF ME. PFFTT.

my prom day. where we spent the whole night trying to get high so i wont fall asleep.

and the photos taken at our usual spot. how can i ever go there again without seeing memories of you and me.

the video u made for me when we quarrelled. watching this brings back tears.

i miss you. but i dont know if i'll get you back. everywhere i go, i see memories of us. i didnt want it to turn out that way. even your cousin asked. pointed at the magnetic frame which had my picture and said ' jie jie mei you liao'. i'm not giving up. not yet. neither have i faced the facts that its over. still living in denial.perhaps one day it'll hit me that you're not there anymore. for once i'm alone. no more you. no more us.

i'm still waiting. i'll never give up.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

I BOUGHT MY CAMERA! yeahhh!!! ( though i feel damn guilty now for splurging excessively) and the camera IS SO GORGEOUS.

so long to the outside world for THREE DAYS!. i'm going envoys camp!

and yes HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

ben was sweettt. last night at like 11 plus pm. he pop by my hse. and dropped me a letter, and his camera. ( mind you, my house the letter box got no lock one. anyone can take). yepp. you made me smile.

society meeting ended with almost all of us eating at pizza hut. and we got chosen to be secetary, ( aiya, my spelling sucks la) means writing minutes. ughh. and i dont even knw how. nvm. jo and teckhui can do it. they've learnt it in bcomm. HAHAHAHA.

IT FAIR HAS STARTED! I WANT A NEW CAMERA guilty. i alr have a camera. but it sucks. and the GSS is driving me mad. buying and buying and buying and i feel so damn guilty cos i keep spending money. until i'm quite broke. really broke. UGHH. and i didnt work for 3 weeks straight. say bye bye to $75...

Friday, June 06, 2008

CTS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!! THANKFULLY. all the papers were alright. EXCEPT THE STUPID BSTATS! SERIOUSLY, we shouldnt have bstats in our lives. its a KILLER. cant wait to get results back.

right. so things wasnt so well in the morning. envoys aint that bad. played captain ball. ( which i was totally a noob. cos i'm not those sports person!) THANK YOU JANICE AND HER FRIEND FOR SENDING ME ALL THE WAY TO BEDOK TRAIN STATION!

where i met ben. went bugis. shopped around bugis street ( in little miss shirt. and i saw like at least 3 ppl wearing it. embarrassing). then we went starbucks and drank caramel frapp. bloody hell $7 dollars gone cos of it. SO EXPENSIVE. and i have to thank darling abby for making me and ben so addicted to it. Hahahaha. ABBY! WORK AT STARBUCKS LEH! then we went lavender. where ben surprised me with A STITCH SOFTTOY! DAMN CUTE! ITS LIKE ELVIS STITCH! REALLY DAMN CUTE! THANK YOU SWEETHEART! for giving me such a sweet surprise. we played pictionery there. (we draw ourselves den each other guess) hahaha!

SO CUTE RIGHT! ZOMGGG. SO SO SO SO SO CUTE!

AND I GOT INTO BA SOCIETY. YEAH!

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

right. EXAMS ARE ALMOST OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOHOO! NO MORE BURNING MIDNIGHT OIL! CAN START SLACKING ALR!

so so so many things are waiting for me. like MY DGREYMAN! and SHOPPING!!! zomg. i cant wait!

today i watched NARNIA!! wahlau. its damn nice la. its ownage. total ownage. SHOULD WATCH. DAMN NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and unknowingly, i spent $80 today. pfftt.