you write such pretty words

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

stress.

Monday, July 28, 2008

after miec today, me, melanie, jer and shuhua chiong to spca.

so damn pretty.

idiot. the cat jump on his lap. i also want. sit there and wait but no cat come. zzz.

so i went to carry them. haha. this one's playing with my hair.

SO CUTE RIGHT. so small!

damn wasted lah.ppl abandon husky. melanie's new love.

she's so sweet!

credits to melanie.

CHECK OUT JERROLD'S UNGLAM!

and after that we went back for nss. cabbed back. haha.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

overwhelmed with emotions. a letdown. perhaps i should never have broken my promise.

I'M GOING SPCA NOW! WHOO!

last month's phone bill has hit record high with 4566 messages. zomg. think my parents will get a shock.

i need new clothes.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

went towning today with jer. watched hellboy. DAMN NICE. but not as nice as batman. zzz. haha. then we had loads of free time. we walked to wisma and shopped, went to far east ( supposed to shop but we ate chicken rice instead) then went to heeren to meet tilda, her malmal, yuai and yiru. watched teenage icon. so many performances but no seats. watch until sian. jer left at 5.15. WAH. I DAMN LIGHTBULB LAH. feel damn wierd. then we ate at cine. XD then me, yuai and yiru cabbed home. AND I TELL YOU! THE CAB DRIVER TALK TALK TALK TALK TALK. first time i experience this kind of talkative driver, talk abt all the philosophical stuff, his kids. yepp. that's abt all i guess. and aiai and yiru decided to walk me home. XD so sweet. THANK YOU MANY MANY!

i must not be selfish.

Friday, July 25, 2008

DO THIS DO THIS DO THIS!

Create your own Friend Test here

SEE HOW WELL YOU KNW ME!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

yesterday's pagent was SUPER FUNNY!

the best example of a himbo(guy version of a bimbo)

question: chocolate or vanilla?

guy: err. what are u talking about? ice cream?

emcee: its up to you.

guy: alright. i shall talk abt icecream. i like vanilla ice cream. because banana split with vanilla ice cream is very nice.

HA.HA

but that guy is SUPER HOT. HOT. HOT. HOT. that's why he won the pagent. got neh neh plus aps. DAMN NICE. damn hot!

& for once. i'm glad that you didnt link me on your blog.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

after so long, i finally realise what the whole problem truly is. i dont wanna knw anything abt ur life. i don't wana care. at all.

didnt go for s&w today, cos i was sick. i got a damn sexy man voice now. HAHAHA. okay. that's dumb.

SO MANY THINGS ARE STILL NOT DONE. nss, miec, cats! not to mention i havent started studying! zzz. no more playing. :(

oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAOGUANG!

Sunday, July 20, 2008

jerrold (aka Anything) is really sweet. but damn cheesy. haha.

i went to magicbox yesterday at esplanade. though they do have quite a few neat tricks, their talking was DRAGGY! blah blah blah. then you jus sit there wondering.. when will the tricks start. AND WAH. I TELL U ARH! ESPLANADE DAMN SMART LAH! THE STUPID THEATER NO RECEPTION! zzzz..

somehow, i'm not working anymore. ( long story, boss decided to budget a bit) and so, I NEED ANOTHER WEEKEND JOB! so free now. lots of shopping to do with no money = stress. i need new clothes. i need to shop. but i have ALOT of projects and so little time to do them.

& today i'm finally tying up the loose ends of what's left.

Friday, July 18, 2008

i feel like all this while i've been in heaven. and someone comes along, and pulls me back to earth. and right now, i'm struggling to adapt and face the facts.

& the nike shoes remain! hahahaha!

here's the brand-cist guy talking. HAHAHA.

SIDDIQ POH says:
there's a big diff. btwn a guy wearin adidas shoes and nike shoes
JIAAA bye bye confidence ♥ says:
what?
JIAAA bye bye confidence ♥ says:
the shoe brand?
SIDDIQ POH says:
the guy with the adidas shoes miight look at the one with the nike shoes and think tht he's inferior
SIDDIQ POH says:
which means, nike shoes gives u confidence
SIDDIQ POH says:
thts why... im so full of myself =D
SIDDIQ POH says:
hahahaaha
JIAAA bye bye confidence ♥ says:
hahahaha
JIAAA bye bye confidence ♥ says:
brand-sis lah u
JIAAA bye bye confidence ♥ says:
*brand-cist
SIDDIQ POH says:
whatver does tht mean!
SIDDIQ POH says:
hahaha
SIDDIQ POH says:
means i discriminate against other brands?
JIAAA bye bye confidence ♥ says:
yes
JIAAA bye bye confidence ♥ says:
its like racist
JIAAA bye bye confidence ♥ says:
only this is brand-cist
SIDDIQ POH says:
what a term
SIDDIQ POH says:
hahaha
SIDDIQ POH says:
no la, im nt brandcist
SIDDIQ POH says:
i only like nike shoes
SIDDIQ POH says:
like shirts and all,
SIDDIQ POH says:
no thanks
JIAAA bye bye confidence ♥ says:
practically all nike stuff u mean
SIDDIQ POH says:
no, shoes bt nt shirts and other stuffs?
SIDDIQ POH says:
cos like very... kiddy

blah blah....

SIDDIQ POH says:
maybe cos we're talkin abt nike, thts why its coool -.-
SIDDIQ POH says:
hahah
SIDDIQ POH says:
i think i should stop my bullshit, if nt ppl will see how lame i am
SIDDIQ POH says:
hahaha

HAHAHA. & i musta have edit his post at least 5 times.

for once, in my whole entire life, i've never felt so ugly. i'm sorry i'm just not good enough for you. i'm not pretty. neither am i hot. and all this while, i've been living in a world of my own surrounded by praises and comments that were all lies. i guess its time i wake up. i am just not good enough. we two, belong in different worlds where u are constantly surrounded by hot and pretty girls. while in my world, everyone's just average. and now, i'm just too ugly for you. when u can always get someone hotter. when ppl wont compare me. it stresses me out. i dont even dare to shop with you. i finally realise how u feel B. when u say ppl will stare at me, then give u the wtf look. the world aint perfect. i admit. there's always someone better. all this while, i felt i was the someone better. now. i'm just some ugly fuck that is constantly being compared to. perhaps i care so much abt being perfect and pretty for you that i overlooked the greater part, the part where you love me for who i am. and not how i look.

bye bye confidence.

p.s

please dont ever lie through ur teeth again..

yesterday we didnt go lecture COS WE WENT TO BUY CHARLIE'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT! see. we so nice. XD. but before that, we were so damn tempted to eat macs, so we did. and i got some beijing chop from the happy meal and we decided to start stamping on noel's face. and he's really sporting. he likes it. says it makes him look better. HAHAHA.

then we all decided to stamp the nose, and we practically went sch like that.

AND I WATCH BATMAN : THE DARK KNIGHT. DAMN NICE. DAMN NICE. DAMN NICE. DAMN NICE. DAMN NICE. DAMN NICE. DAMN NICE. even though the whole show is damn long. i watched from 6.45pm to 9.30pm. but its really worth watching. XD

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

i more or less didnt go sch yesterday. was 45 mins late for miec. didnt go for bsta lecture, and was 45 mins late for a 1 hr nss lesson. zzz. nvm. all worth it, FOR ABBY! who decided to be so sweet and come here. .

gfs!

tsk tsk. he tried on a damn tight cardigan.

abby did that action thinking that justin still have that gay cardigan on.

me and bryan bought the 'carplate' for princess abby. XD

JUSTIN SAY I'M THE TALLEST AMONG ALL THREE! WHOO!

& gfs + BREASTie, thank you all for comforting me. for cheering me up.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

HELLO EVERYONE. I NEED YOUR HELP. CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW TO HELP ME DO A SURVEY FOR MY CATS PROJECT.
THANK YOUU!

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BYE BYE NANA!
sent her off yesterday. but before that, i went sentosa JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE WANTED TO WATCH HIS FRIEND'S PERFORMANCE. hahahaha. sneaked into SP's hook'd. where there were performances by West Grand Boulevard. damn nice. especially their song, flight of fancy.
then we went airport to send nana off. and abby cabbed there. because she woke up late. HAHAHA.

i find he has an astroboy head.

damn lame right. they all. tsk tsk tsk.

smiles!

girlfriends! ( see la ali! where are u!)

why do guys never smile for pictures.

yuai's sexy pose when she help nana take picture.

oops. i think abby will kill me for posting this here.

Friday, July 11, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOEL!

here's before we smash the cake in his face.

haha. SEXAYEE!

we like camwhoring. XD

melanie and ah gua no.1

the stupid stick as tall as me lah.

HAHA. STUPID SAIKANG HAIR.
( if u all dunno why, go see http://hougang-gay.blogspot.com/)

super unglam.

he's the only one who wore sch uniform today. HAHAHA.

NEH NEH! THIS PICTURE IS FOR YOU! SEE! I WORE THE DRESS U BOUGHT ME!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

NOEL LIM SAIKANG. YOU DIE!

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

i swear there's something wrong with the stupid website. the stupid internet. the stupid com. every digital device that is able to load Dgreyman. WHAT HAPPEN TO MY DGREYMAN!?!?!?! COM LAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YO YO SEXAYES. here are the pictures from ali's camera. SUPER LITTLE. it felt like we spammed photos. but yea. only 40 plus. :( :(
FASTER TAKE ALL THE PICTURES! I NEED TO REMOVE ALL THE UNGLAMS FROM HERE.

tsk. this was supposed to be a nice picture. but slanted.

WHOO! MEETUP WITH GIRLFRIENDS!

Here we're deciding what unglam pose we should do...

so we did a testing.

and finally we came to such a beautiful pose, chris - smelling armpit, yuai- digging ear, na - digging nose, jia - digging dirt in mouth. XD

more unglams! this is damn unglam.zzz

we love camwhoring....

like taking many pictures in the toilet...

group pictures!

EHH! ALL PUT THIS AS FRIENDSTER DP ARH!

more photos are with ELEE! and those really unglams are with me. so if u want it, ask me to send u online. HAHAHAHA!

weilian think he from x men.

look at us la. zomg. so embarrassing.

OH YES. WHO EATS DRUMLET WITH FORK AND KNIFE!

Monday, July 07, 2008

WHY EVERYONE GOT HOLIDAY ON YOUTH DAY EXCEPT US!!! :(:(:(

met up with blg yesterday. haha. was damn dumb. cos we will walk walk walk den stop in the middle and talk. hahah.

siddiq and his rhino face. somehow only he can do it and really look like a rhino.

he calls himself 'handsome'

niggaaaa! i finally manage to take a nice picture with u even though u dowan

casey is DAMN TALL CAN. ( and please dont say you're damn short. he's 185. totally tall to the max)

ben c's famous pose. ' can you see my tongue?'

NEH NEH! HERE'S THE PICTURE. now you can go compile all the 4 shots tgt!

Saturday, July 05, 2008

i was looking through my pictures and i found these two! i was supposed to blog abt it since envoys camp but i forgot. HERE THEY ARE. hahahaha.

studying have been 101% INEFFICIENT nowadays. zzz. look what i'm doing when i'm supposed to be studying. AND I'M HOME ON A SATURDAY AFTERNOON! zomg.

Thursday, July 03, 2008

haha. i'm in bcomm class now. and noel's being such an idiot. its really not i dowan to post pictures of him. but its just really too hilarious.

yesterday i spent the whole afternoon at society room doing the stupid deco. i did the 'want you' part. ITS MY ACCOMPLISHMENT. hahaha.

I MADE THIS MYSELF. DAMN HARD WORK CAN. so must join grp 4.

after that, i met up with na, tilda and tilda's happening. NANA, YOUR HOUSE IS DAMN COLD. i fell sick cos of that.

and we camwhored with tilda's sexy laptop.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

this is dedicated to : PUVIRASAN S/O PUSHPANATHAN.

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